Life

So life's frustrations have once again caught up with me. Why is it that everytime I meet a cute guy it all falls apart in less then a couple months?? This time though I really thought it was different! We didn't meet in some drunkingly juvenile manner, we were introdcued by a mutual friend that thought we would make a good match. I know all the stigma around 'blind dates' but this was more of a blind introduction. Neither of us were looking for anything, it just came about. We had a great time together, both able to understand each other's weirdness and social 'flaws'. It all seemed too good to be true. Here i meet this great guy, who likes me and is adorable!! Well as soon i start to think things couldn't get any better, I am right. They can't. They get worse. It turns out that we have loads of mutual friends. These mutual friends like to gossip. I hear he is hanging out with this girl (not me). I think that's ok, we aren't exclusive or anything. Then he stops calling. Don't panic, breathe. I will call him. He's distant. Doesn't want to make plans like he usually does. Doesn't ask how i've been or how things have been going and so on. I hear things are serious with this new girl. I want to die. That's obviously very over dramatic but it really hurts. I mean guys never like me, I'm always the 'friend' or the one with the great presonality. It's not that I'm hideous, just kinda plain. So the whole reason for this blog is that I ran into him and her on campus today. I mean i literally ran into them. She's cute and he didn't say hi or even look at me. I hate that she's cute. But the world keeps spinning and i keep moving so I guess all hope is not lost!